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Happy fathers day ‘dad’

youre not a dad. youre a monster. fuck you for everything.

I wish you loved me.

Ugh. I really just want to sleep with you.

Not fuck. But wrap my arms around you and have you fall asleep in my arms.

Hm.

No submissions?

At all?

Strange.

And we lost followers.

:(

Off for the night, ta-ta!

We never should have kissed. Now it’s been six months since we’ve so much as held hands. Unfortunately, we’ll never talk about where we stand with one another. I know you’re the reason it feels wrong to flirt with anyone and I’m pretty sure you feel the same way about me. I don’t have feelings for you. I’m pretty sure you don’t have them for me. Why are we holding each other hostage?

I thought I was over you until I saw you with her.

I am fed up with life, I don’t want to even be here but I am. Maybe your wish will be granted when I no longer exist. I don’t exist now, so do what you like. I’m not afraid of threats, I am not afaid of anyone. I just flat out do not care. Why? Because you started this whole thing. I know your language, I know how to decipher and read. Think I don’t know, well I do know. I hope you feel better about yourself because I have to live my life the only way I can. If people make fun of me for doing so or spread lies about me I don’t care. I trust no one anymore forever.

I hate my fucking job. I work installing cable for a company that is all about maximizing profit for them…not me. They send us out to install roach infested boxes in roach infested houses and I’m supposed to act like those smoke stained pieces of crap that they call boxes are the greatest thing since sliced bread. I’m supposed to pretend that I don’t see the dog shit in the basement that has been there for the past week. I’m not supposed to think how fucking disgusting people are that live like that. Fuck cable and the piggy people that have nothing better to do than sit on their ass all day watching the same reruns day after day while the filth buids up around them.